Ah, Look at all the lonely people

Okay so....its what? Week....3? 4? And yeah I seem to be doing okay. Seems like this week my feelings are really starting to come out and Im not sure why. It just feels like this flood gate opening and pouring out into the world. I just, I don't know why it took so long for them to come out. I mean, shouldn't these feelings have come out a long ass time ago? I mean....UGH so retarded

Im waiting in the library until Martin gets out of class at like 8:30. And it is 4:31 now......I am going to DIE in this library. I can't keep doing this week after week. I need to find something to do up here to occupy my time instead of sitting here on the computer for freakin 4 hours!

I have really been feeling alone lately.....like alone alone for the first time and I dunno, I just, I dunno.........