WARNING

We had a tornado warning tonight. Lemme tell ya, it was not my cup of tea. It happened right in the middle of dinner and it scared the shit out of me. I went and hid in the bathroom and everything. My fiance thought I was just being dumb and he didn't really pay much mind to me. But I grabbed the dogs sat on the toilet and prayed my heart out!

Good thing is nothing happened

Woot

Day One....

Today is the first day of my diet.....so far so good :) I feel like I am losing weight already! lol. Im using the website Sparkpeople.com It is like myspace for people losing weight. I LOVE it a ton. Apparently, if I lose 2 lbs a month until May 2009 I will weigh 159 lbs. SOOO I am gonna try and lose 5 lbs a month, possible? Maybe....Ya know, I have NEVER been that skinny EVER. Except maybe when I was in elementary school. Other than that I have only been 180. And that was when I lost 60 lbs on weight watchers and that shit was hard. But it felt good.

Weight has always controlled me, and ever since I woke up that one morning and made the descision to lose all the weight, it has stuck with me. I am going to control the weight, not let the weight control me. I can do this and I am going to succeed this time. I owe it to myself and those who love me to see me healthy, and happy :)